I just have one question.................. Why does life never turn out the way you have planned? Even when you do things right, things never turn out the way you wanted. Does this mean I have turned into a 5 year old again saying "That's not fair?" No, I don't think so. I feel that as you grow older you expect things to be a certain way and when there not, "It's not fair." I wish, and I know it's silly to want to even think about this, but, do you remember what it was like when you were 10 years old? Not having a care in the world. The only thing you worried about was if your best friend was still mad at you for tricking him into eating that worm! Remember staying out until dark playing "Good guys / Bad guys"? Or "Cops and Robbers"? Then your Mom would call you in to have your bath and get ready for bed. Everything was provided for you. There were no worries. You had a house, water, electricity and everything else anyone on the block could possible want. Your parents didn't have to sacrifice anything for everything you had............................................ Or did they?

Now that I am in my parents shoes............. I wonder........................ Did they ever think life was unfair? Did they ever want to be 10 again? And then I wonder, when my parents were my age.......... Did they ever wonder if there parents ever thought life was unfair and wish THEY could be 10 again.

I guess all I'm saying is no matter how much of life I think is unfair, everyone has or is going through it, or will go through it. It's a part of life. It doesn't make things any easier or any better for that matter, but, at least we have the ones who love us and care about us. We have the ones who know that we are doing the best we can and that sometimes, no matter what you do all your life, your thrown a curve ball..................................

Even in saying all that and believing what I wrote................................................

Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not FAIR!!!!!!!!!
It's just not fair at all!!!!!!!